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My older sister said...

I heard an interesting story a while ago on the radio, and it's stuck with me ever since.  Now that I'm maturing and trying to "fund myself" ,  this story has become more prominent in my life.  Here's how it goes:  One day I was feeling really down, and approached my older sister.  She listened to my problems, then brought me to the kitchen and boiled a pot of water.  She took out a carrot, and put it into the boiling water.  She pointed out that the carrot turned soft...  Then she took out an egg, and again put that into the water.  The egg, my older sister then observed, turned hard.  Finally, she took out a coffee bean, and immersed that into the water and immediately,  the water turned brown.  My older sister said: "You see, in life you have three choices, you can turn soft from your surroundings like a carrot,  you can turn hard like an egg, Or you can 'change' your environment like a coffee bean.  It's up to you what to choose,  but in life you should always strive to be a coffee bean".                                                           I don't think I realized it before,  but I totally let my surroundings control me in the past.  I would always agree with everyone else,  never make my own decisions,  and sort of blend in with the background.  I wasn't really me.  After hearing the story.  I discovered what a fool I was.  I can be me.  I can show my true colours,  and have people still love me.  Hence, my road towards becoming a coffee bean.  (First Step, a session on the tanning bed;  So what are you, a carrot, hard-boiled egg, Or coffee bean)?

Answers & Questions…

   Is it ok if you kiss people when you're single?  Sure, as long as you don't take it way overboard kiss in moderation, people...                                                What were you doing at 8:oo this morning?  Sleeping & probably dreaming.                                                 Who and what was last text message you received? My best friend she said "hey" or something of the sort.        How do you feel about the person who texted you last?Bf.                                                                         Do you like your life as of now? eh...                          How's your heart lately?  Fine.                                 Where did your last hug take place?  In the airport.     Are you a jealous people? I'm not.                              Are you tired right now?  Bored is more like it.             Who was the last person to leave a voicemail ?  I don't know!                                                                    Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? No.    Do you like to cuddle?  Sure.                                     Do you cry easily? Yes!                                              Do you have any siblings? I have four sisters & two brothers.                                                        What  should  you be doing right now?  Writing the damn story.                                                      Are you a heavy sleeper?  Not really.                   When was the last time something bothered you?  Last night.                                                               Where was your default picture taken?  My room.    Do you think you can last in a relationship forever? I would think so.                                                 Do you like country music? No.                            Are looks important? Yes.                                     Have you ever had someone sing to you? Kind of.     Disappointed? Eh.                                                Do you believe in love? I guess.                         What makes you laugh no matter what?  Rob & big.  Who was the last person you talked to? My best friend. Will you get married? Maybe...                                Are you happy with yourself?  I'm trying to be. I can edit pictures well, I write amazing stories, I take amazing pictures, and I'm a fun person.                   I should be happy right? Ugh.                                  Would you change yourself for the person you love?  Yes. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? Warm.               How much money do you have on you? Very little...      Where will you be in an hour? Here.                          Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again? Blah.                                                                     Where are you right now? My room.                          What are you wearing? Clothing.                              What is the last reason you cried?  I don't know.        What/who woke you up today? Nature and a stupid dream.                                                                       When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Last night.                                             Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far? I don't think so.                                                    Where is your best friend? Diana.                           Who was the last person to make you laugh? I don't know.                                                                      Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now? Yeah, sadness.                                                          Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a bottle, means your sexually frustrated? No it doesn't jackass. Who was the last person to call you?  My older sister.  Are you excited for winter? Kind of.                       Do you wear makeup every day? No...