I've realized that I can love and care all I want to, But what matters is to be loved in return. There are so many people that I care about and I get the feeling they could care less, I haven't felt that wonderful feeling is a long time now. And life sucks without it. What are friends? I have a feeling that all my friends are just acquaintances. People that will talk if they see me out somewhere but wouldn't go out of their way to return a phone call. I've tried so hard to build relationships with my friends Or other people for what it matters. It's all the same. the desire to build a friendship with me is just not there. What is it? What did I do that make people avoid me. Everyday I go on like everything is fine and put that smile on my face that I keep in a jar by the door. Is my depression so vast that it wards people off. I do not understand. If only people knew how I feel. the worst feeling in the world is loneliness, and I can stay that I have never felt more alone. "Every day is fresh and new............ and full of surprises....... I found my direction of life I found my feeling of love, I found my power and energy (mentally) despite I am sick physically".
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