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Where are you going? I am no superman I don't have no answers for you. I aint no hero but I do know one thing where you going is where I want to go. I seem to have lost my touch. I can't seem to find myself again since this has happened. it's hard t0 bring myself to smile. even though I want to enjoy my life and I do but so much is happening. and everything is so uncertain......sometimes I just feel lost nad all I want is a hug or maybe someone to talk to...... perhaps some guidance. I want a guy to sweep me off my feet. I want to know where I am going to go. I want to crash into you and feel your body. I want a place that I can call home. I've never had that.....temporary housing is more like it. I want to crash into you. I wish you knew what I knew..... I wish you did. I keep staring at you and I can't get over the fact of my love my passion I want you to crash into me. I wish you knew my passion I wish you would grab my hand so longingly extended your way. I wish you would crash into me. I feel guilty of these emotions..... crash into me. your my hero. War.. will never end. heaven.... can't exist unless it does in our immagination. bell... dito...I'm going. nature...slowly dying...... money.... pointless. art... beautiful....someone's immagination undescribable with words..... music... someone's soul and heart powerful. future.... so scary yet I'm so curious.... I already know to much. past..... will never be forgotten present.... whatever you choose it to be. boby.... fragile yet so meaningful unique. mind... separation. love.. a journey. destination... death. 
"Look at this.........., haha! 
He's a bright spot in a fairly dark life right now. Whenever I hear from him, it makes things a little better, a little warmer, a little lighter. I feel like my old self. Like the woman I used to be before all the things that happened when people were supposed to be taking care of me when I was younger caught up with me. Before I nearly lost my mind. Before I almost completely lost my heart. He reminds me of everything I want to be, but which I always feel like I can't slow down enough to be......running from the things I know that I am not but which I am deeply afraid I will turn out to be. Everything was easier once. And brighter once. Better once. Thanks to those who came up to see me today. It meant a lot, though it probably seemed as if you benefited more from it than I did. Friendship can be like heart surgery. Sometimes it is healing, And sometimes it can almost kill you. I want to live again. I can feel it. The changes that I am going through are painful but ultimately good. I've spent my entire life trapped, having to be what other people needed me to be. I never became myself. Until now, And it's kind of beautiful. "If you want to make some funny photos, can go to this wesite~~~http://www.photofunia.com~~~ So easy to make
I'm always a mess, I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too hard at stupid things. My favorite songs can make me cry. I always watch for 11:11 . But I miss it more than I notice it. I live in the past, in the memories I have with the people I love. I hate thinking about reality and I'm so homesick that it's not even funny. But not homesick in a missing my house kind of way. Maybe it's more heartsick, for all the things that I can't get back. It's hard for me to define myself I guess I'm just a cliche--the woman who loved too hard. And Didn't get anything in return I don't want to be the heroine in some tragic love story. I just want the one person who have never given me a second thought.
Where are you going? I am no superman I don't have no answers for you. I aint no hero but I do know one thing where you going is where I want to go. I seem to have lost my touch. I can't seem to find myself again since this has happened. it's hard t0 bring myself to smile. even though I want to enjoy my life and I do but so much is happening. and everything is so uncertain......sometimes I just feel lost nad all I want is a hug or maybe someone to talk to...... perhaps some guidance. I want a guy to sweep me off my feet. I want to know where I am going to go. I want to crash into you and feel your body. I want a place that I can call home. I've never had that.....temporary housing is more like it. I want to crash into you. I wish you knew what I knew..... I wish you did. I keep staring at you and I can't get over the fact of my love my passion I want you to crash into me. I wish you knew my passion I wish you would grab my hand so longingly extended your way. I wish you would crash into me. I feel guilty of these emotions..... crash into me. your my hero. War.. will never end. heaven.... can't exist unless it does in our immagination. bell... dito...I'm going. nature...slowly dying...... money.... pointless. art... beautiful....someone's immagination undescribable with words..... music... someone's soul and heart powerful. future.... so scary yet I'm so curious.... I already know to much. past..... will never be forgotten present.... whatever you choose it to be. boby.... fragile yet so meaningful unique. mind... separation. love.. a journey. destination... death. 
