Answers & Questions…

   Is it ok if you kiss people when you're single?  Sure, as long as you don't take it way overboard kiss in moderation, people...                                                What were you doing at 8:oo this morning?  Sleeping & probably dreaming.                                                 Who and what was last text message you received? My best friend she said "hey" or something of the sort.        How do you feel about the person who texted you last?Bf.                                                                         Do you like your life as of now? eh...                          How's your heart lately?  Fine.                                 Where did your last hug take place?  In the airport.     Are you a jealous people? I'm not.                              Are you tired right now?  Bored is more like it.             Who was the last person to leave a voicemail ?  I don't know!                                                                    Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? No.    Do you like to cuddle?  Sure.                                     Do you cry easily? Yes!                                              Do you have any siblings? I have four sisters & two brothers.                                                        What  should  you be doing right now?  Writing the damn story.                                                      Are you a heavy sleeper?  Not really.                   When was the last time something bothered you?  Last night.                                                               Where was your default picture taken?  My room.    Do you think you can last in a relationship forever? I would think so.                                                 Do you like country music? No.                            Are looks important? Yes.                                     Have you ever had someone sing to you? Kind of.     Disappointed? Eh.                                                Do you believe in love? I guess.                         What makes you laugh no matter what?  Rob & big.  Who was the last person you talked to? My best friend. Will you get married? Maybe...                                Are you happy with yourself?  I'm trying to be. I can edit pictures well, I write amazing stories, I take amazing pictures, and I'm a fun person.                   I should be happy right? Ugh.                                  Would you change yourself for the person you love?  Yes. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? Warm.               How much money do you have on you? Very little...      Where will you be in an hour? Here.                          Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again? Blah.                                                                     Where are you right now? My room.                          What are you wearing? Clothing.                              What is the last reason you cried?  I don't know.        What/who woke you up today? Nature and a stupid dream.                                                                       When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Last night.                                             Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far? I don't think so.                                                    Where is your best friend? Diana.                           Who was the last person to make you laugh? I don't know.                                                                      Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now? Yeah, sadness.                                                          Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a bottle, means your sexually frustrated? No it doesn't jackass. Who was the last person to call you?  My older sister.  Are you excited for winter? Kind of.                       Do you wear makeup every day? No...                                                                                                                                                                                            

Why Women will always look older Than Men?

   Put one male and one female together, both aged 40 years, amd what do you get? You will probably find that the majority of men will look much younger than the women.       This is because men secrets slightly more sebum (oil) on the skin than women, making them sweat more, and allowing them to produce more hair growth (hence why they are also so sexily hairy in many areas).  Therefore, the majority of men are oily skin types, and this is another reason why men have more acne problems than women do; excessive sebum is produced on the skin due to the influence of the hormones.  The pores of the skin will become blocked with sebum and combined with sweat and bacteria.  It is the perfect condition for the growth of acne. It looks like people with only skin are the worst case scenario for women.  But you are wrong.  In fact, people with oily skin have by far a better future than any of us because they have the ultimate benefit; they do not age quickly!  So for women who are very age conscious and have nightmares of premature aging, oily skin is what you need!                They may have acne problems and their face is constantly shiny, but at the some time, their skin is actually constantly nourished with the skin's self-produced natural oil 'subum"Along with moisture balance, it will never become dehydrated or dry,  and you do not want to go there.  I shall explain why:’"People with oily skin"~~ generally have thicker skin layers, allowing them to store much more fat, nutrients in the subcutaneous layer of our skin, and adequate water in our Papillary Layer (also known as the "Water Tank" layer).  In comparison a person with dry or dehydrated skin will have thinner skin layers and is therefore unable to store such mass deposits.  Think of it this way; our skin has several layers.  We all have the same amount of layers,  but the difference is that the size of these layers vary for different people with differentskin types.         "The Fibroblast cells in our skin help to make proteins"~~ such as Collagen for strength), and Elastin (for the elasticity of our skin).  It is also these cells which play a critical role in wound healing.  As we grow older and our skin ages with us it will become dry because our sweat glands become less active.  The reason for skin becoming visibly aging with wrinkles is because of the fall of Elastin fibres.  Our skin will become thinner, easily damaged, and the skin's ability to heal itself will decrease.  Therefore, those who have dry skin will age more quickly as their skin is already thin, dry, and/or dehydrated.  As a result,  their skin appears with more wrinkles and fine lines earlier than expected.                  This is why one of the main advices from traditional parents is to find a man at least ten years older than you. Why?  Because when you hit forty, you won’t be crying when people ask you "So who's this man you have not yet introduced us to?  Your little brother?"  Please don't worry.  There are many ways to help promote a better skin condition and to fight premature aging.  As always,  and I stress this all the time:take good care for your skin.                                 Even if you have normal, or "perfect" skin, and feel that you need not do anything to it,  abandoning your skin can cause your skin to change and to lack in moisture, resulting in dry or dehydrated skin.                                "Skin can change"     Dose it bother you that women age more quickly than men?  Do you think you'll take this into account when picking a significant other?  How do you prevent aging quickly?

Cover Boy

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I've kind of given up being discreet on this thing. I realize it doesn't really help me at all. I think I kept a blog because of a desire I had to let people know me. I'm afraid of this though because it, in a certain way, exposes my vulnerability; It exposes my thoughts, my emotions and my weakensses and I'm in a way afraid of this. I don't really like to tell people what's going on in my life, except for the really close ones. These days though, the really close ones are so far away. I guess I don't really care about feeling weak anymore. This blog, I guess, helps me in times like these. That said, it's been hard these days. Sometimes I don't know what to do when the most important person in my life is crying over the phone and the only thing I can muster up the words to say is that "I'll be there for you". I don't really know what to do or what to say but to tell him that I'm there for him. It doesn't help that in a way. I'm part of the problem seeing as I only see him weekly and soon, ever far less than that. What do you do when your shelter needs a refuge? I miss him more than I can put into words. It's never been this hard for me to be apart from someone, mostly because during the school year, we spent a great deal of our time together. I saw him every single day and we slept in the same almost as freguently, Then, all of the sudden, he's gone. It's kind of like swimming in a pool. when it starts off, you're a little a shy and you stay in the shallow water where you can still touch the ground. Slowly though, the more comfortable you get, you swim deeper, Soon, you're the farthest one out there, you're in the deep end. The ground is 20 feet below you while you swim happily at the surface. Then the water suddenly disappears and you take a 20 foot free fall to the ground below. We have similar struggles, about the stuff mentioned in my lost post. Different, but similar. However, I've found that simple acts of kindness help remedy despair. Whether it's holding the door open for an elderly woman, giving a 50% tip to the guys at the indian curry stand, donating half my paycheck to Chinese earthquake victim funds, or forsaking the requirements of my tele-maketing job by not constantly prying for money when the prospect has to use their funds to help their grandfather going through chemotherapy, there's some sort of silent, annoymous hope in helping others. A mutual hope. Though completely different walks of life, in this one, brief moment together, whoever it may be, we're best friends. We're brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers to each other. This is the hope that I believe in and nobody can take this from me. I believe in a mutual love hidden in humanity, waiting to be exposed. I know there are those that don't, even those who forsake this and will treat such acts of kindness with hostility. Despite this though, I believe they'll not keep me away from my hope, from my kindness and most importantly, from my love. And if my one, true love is miles away, I'm gonna make it with the love of the family that surround me, every day.

"Love ~~ Conference"

So nice to be with you!!! You have teached me what's right & what's wrong.... I never know those before you told me. Plz let know more, in the rest of my life. Thank you, my dearest. You're my adoration & admiration. Yesterday, there was an argument happened between us..... I was really really sad, angry, frustrated & disappointed about that.....however, I deserved it...., wasn't it? This's the first time I cried in front of him.... Sorry that I'm not mature enough to hold my tears then, it's so embarrassed to do such thing at restaurant, Sorry for bring you troubles... Nevertheless, plz be thoughtful..... I can't pretend that I didn't care at all...... it's an important thing between us. I realized that you were in bad mood as well, I should be calm, said some gentle words to comfort you and let you lean my shoulder. So, we have talked about this for almost 3 hours today, and everything is alright now, I am now relaxed after this "conference" I was quite regreted that I performed mad just now..... but it's really a good way to express my feeling and work all my negative emotions off Finally, you have time to hear me now... plz be patient to sasa pang, okay? We both have advantages & shortcomings... but I am confident that we must be able to overcome those......well, it's still need some time....in my opinion, it's not necessary to force yourself to change too much...... as time will tell, don't think too much. We will love each other more & more in the future, don't think? my love.