The "L" Word...

OK, so I was thinking about the 'L' word lately and I'm the kind of person that when things are uncomfortable for me, I tend to push it away until I'm ready to deal with it. I've been doing that a lot lately. I have a lot of unexplored feelings floating arounf. The feelings try to come to the surface but I'm SO not ready for all of that mushy stuff so I push them way way down deep inside me. I DO NOT think I'm in love right now but "sigh" um, I think that I really really really am intrigued with someone. And it's so scary but exciting and all kinds of things all jumbled together and twisted in knots. I'm so afraid that I will get duped by another little word called infatuation. The I word is so easily mixed up with the 'L' word..... so I just have to be real careful. Somehow, though, I don't think that will happen. I'm taking my time to get to know me. I'm taking things real slow. I'm being very careful.....But I'm SO EXCITED!!!!