So......

So I don't know whether I'm okay Or not. Right now it just feels like I've gone into that "cutting off memories" mode my brain likes to use to keep me cheerful all the time. But either way, it doesn't really matter. I've got a week left. so all this noise won't reach the ear's it's meant for. So I've just sort of reached this state of disattachment, where it sort of feels like I'm already gone rather than living through my last week. I won't be changing anything, not beginning anything new Or ending anything old. I'll just let it sit for the next four months and see how things stand in the fall semester, since I know four months can change everything. Hopefully, by that time, one of two outcomes I'd like will happen, but if not, Oh well............