Sad.....

So I'm a very emotional person, I can't help it, I love my sister so much. Like I don't know if people realize it. She's like my own baby. So today she started cryign like really loud and bad. So I ran upstairs cause I aws like uh oh, and sheldon was watching her but sometimes he just lets her cry so that she's not spoiled. but I always just hold her anyways. So I go upstairs and she's like screaming crying and it's because she hit her head on the wall as sheldon was walking, and I wanted to hold her cause you know how like when a baby cries you cuddle/cradle them? Well sheldon was just like hodling her and then she was like screaming and choking on her saliva and my heart ust hurt so bad cause I wanted to do something, but everytime I try to say something I'm like "undermining" sheldon's parenting. So then as she's still crying he's like undressing her to go into the sohwer and she's still like bawling and he sticks her in there she almost quiets down, but she's still crying, then she keeps looking at me and she keeps crying and I'm like on the verge of tears because I want to hold her so bad and like rock her around so she'll be comforted. then I walk in again and he's like spraying water on her head as she's still crying and I'm like so bad, so I go downstairs and tears just start pouring out cause I'm so helpless. It's like someone's torturing my child and I can't do anything!