You never think the last time is the last time...{1}

You never think the last time is the last time. You never think there won't be more. You think you will have forever, but you don't. If you want to know where you heart is look where your mind goes when it wanders. We're just afraid period. Our fear is free floating. We're afraid this isn't the right relationship or we're afraid they won't like us or afraid they will. We're afraid of failures or we're afraid of success. We're afraid of dying young or we're afraid of growing old. We're more afraid of life than we are death. Everyone is taught to look both ways before crossing the street and to talk quietly in the library but no one ever learns anything that matters, like how to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half. The most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times, and stand by that far the rest of your life. and just for once I want someone to be afraid to lose me. Keep your head up Your colors are beautiful When they say give up Just turn up your radio. "The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you? The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination". So, this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. You do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would, and you befriend the people you used to hate. You'll learn what it's like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, and to feel as if everything is really falling apart. There will be times that your life seems so absolutly horrible it feels like it's not real. Despite all this, good things will come too. You'll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn't. Your broken heart will heal once you find the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shoundn't. Your borken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met, and just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. There will be the days you are so happy. and the days you feel like ... like dying. Drama happens, gossip goes around, and people talk shit. Maybe this is just high school, maybe it's life, or maybe this is just what growing up is. When you're down I may not always be able to pick you up but I promise I'll always be willing to lay right next to you. And the way you make me smile could outdue a million beautiful sunsets. There's nothing scarier than getting what you want.........because that's when you really have something to lose. ......................TO BE CONTINUED