How does one become important... {6}

71} There are good nights and there are hard rides. There are a million things to think about when you give up getting high. Limited sight came back to tired eyes and we watched the city lights. Fight brightly with her will to stay alive. Everything is gonna be alright. 72} How did it get so late so soon? It's night before it afternoon. December is here before it's June. My goodness how the time has flown. How did it get so late so soon? 73} May you have the hindsight to know where you've been, the foresight to know where you're going. and the insight to know when you've gone too far. 74} I am finding out that maybe I was wrong. I've fallen and I can't do this alone. Stay with me, this is what I need. please? Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you. We could sing our own but what would it be without you? I am nothing now and it's been so long. Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope. This time I will be listening. 75} You say you're looking for happiness but when it comes, you run away from it. You tell yourself you don't deserve it. There's not much more that I can do now, the rest is up to you. Until you love yourself, you'll never change. You'll keep on running until you deal with today. 76} The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. 77} You may feel alone when you're falling asleep. And everytime tears roll down your cheeks. But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet. Someday you will be loved. 78} Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground. And start new when your heart is an empty room. With walls of the deepest blue. 79} Holding onto patience, wearing thin. I can't force these eyes to see the end. If only time flew like a dove, we could watch it fly and just keep looking up. 80} Dead--Like a candle you burned out; spill the wax over the spaces left in place of angry words. Scream--To be heard, like you needed any more attention; throw the bottle. break the door, and disappear. 81} Next year, I'll be holding on to anything nailed down. As for being patient, with fate and all. It's getting old and my mind is slowly changing. I'm calling all my oldest friends saying, "Sorry for this mess we're in". And I'm waiting, waiting. For the sun to come and melt this cold, wash away the pain, and give me back control. 82} All I hear are street sounds, you're out like a light. The fan spins counter clockwise, TV is on low, kitchen light is breaking the night. I need you to please talk to me, cause I'm not tired. The hardest part of being with you is being alone. 83} In a show of hands, who has said these words before? And in a show of hearts on the floor, who has ever meant them more? Well I'll swallow my pride if you'll stay for the years, and watch me spin circles as I disappear, and hearts, they don't lie, they just quiver in fear, as you say. Tonight we forget everything and we stay the night. If I was wrong then I'm sorry, I'll stop this fight, for the night, and this empty space left on the seat to my right. where you should be says a lot. Don't let it say goodbye. And today I know, that tomorrow will shine again, golden. and bring our hearts back home. And today meant nothing. because you're gone, and I swear that this meant everything to me, because my hearts not home. 84} We're all lonely for something we don't know we're looking for. How can you explain the curious sentiment that goes around feeling like we're missing somebody we've never met? 85} The place I used to live made me feel like a tourist. I couldn't co-exist with the cold and suspicious. When the last remaining light was starting to filter. It seemed the perfect time to step into the future. ..........TO BE CONTINUED