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Mistakes....
I don't recall since when I start to observe things that happen throughout the day and think of writing it n my blog. It's become a natural thing, every subtle thing I try to capture. So let's cut to the chase, title of the day is mistake and let me elaborate. Drawings were issued as of yeserday and there should be no change. This morning boss mentioned there's usually a few days for the contractors to study the drawings before it really goes out. Thus. there's still some room for us to review again. So I sat down and take a close look for the complete set, at least for the part that I worked on as I never go through it since I pass on the markups to them yesterday. The more pages I flip through, I start to panic. Despite the misread of my handwriting, I found some mistakes made on my design. It may not be the end of the world as you'd imagine as you can always issue an addendum for change. But errors that I make may cause lives, in the worst case. Spent the whole day to flag all the errors on the drawing and hope we still got a chance to fix it before it really goes out. Totally drained by 4 as going through the drawings everyday for the past month. If it was a design error and we catch it, we can issue an addendum to correct it. What if it's a mistake in life you make? You don't get a second chance to make things right again. Even if you were granted the opportunity, things are no longer the same no more. I am not sure why I am bringing up this point, perhaps I've wronged or failed people in the past, given the fact whether I fixed it up or not. It's just a sudden thought I had, maybe I've failed or disappointed you enough times..... Moving onto something less serious, watched Juno myself tonight. A very reminiscent movie that really hit me. Made me think a lot, feeling mixed emotions. Perhaps I shouldn't say anything, somethings are better to be kept as a secret than disclosed, for the best interest of everyone. Let the past be past..... I love what the father said in the movie, although I've quoted it once before but I just want to restate it again. "In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with". Juno. Do I fully understand the true meaning of it? are you the "one"? if so, then why does it have to end like this. If not, then where am I going to find the "one"?... "If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my husband.
I don't recall since when I start to observe things that happen throughout the day and think of writing it n my blog. It's become a natural thing, every subtle thing I try to capture. So let's cut to the chase, title of the day is mistake and let me elaborate. Drawings were issued as of yeserday and there should be no change. This morning boss mentioned there's usually a few days for the contractors to study the drawings before it really goes out. Thus. there's still some room for us to review again. So I sat down and take a close look for the complete set, at least for the part that I worked on as I never go through it since I pass on the markups to them yesterday. The more pages I flip through, I start to panic. Despite the misread of my handwriting, I found some mistakes made on my design. It may not be the end of the world as you'd imagine as you can always issue an addendum for change. But errors that I make may cause lives, in the worst case. Spent the whole day to flag all the errors on the drawing and hope we still got a chance to fix it before it really goes out. Totally drained by 4 as going through the drawings everyday for the past month. If it was a design error and we catch it, we can issue an addendum to correct it. What if it's a mistake in life you make? You don't get a second chance to make things right again. Even if you were granted the opportunity, things are no longer the same no more. I am not sure why I am bringing up this point, perhaps I've wronged or failed people in the past, given the fact whether I fixed it up or not. It's just a sudden thought I had, maybe I've failed or disappointed you enough times..... Moving onto something less serious, watched Juno myself tonight. A very reminiscent movie that really hit me. Made me think a lot, feeling mixed emotions. Perhaps I shouldn't say anything, somethings are better to be kept as a secret than disclosed, for the best interest of everyone. Let the past be past..... I love what the father said in the movie, although I've quoted it once before but I just want to restate it again. "In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with". Juno. Do I fully understand the true meaning of it? are you the "one"? if so, then why does it have to end like this. If not, then where am I going to find the "one"?... "If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my husband.
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