"Everlasting Memory"

I wouldn't exactly call it the biggest crisis in the world but then it had been in my mind for the last few week and I can seem to move it aside or forget iot because every time I on the verge of kind of forgetting it for the one moment,someone brings something up that reminds me of this "old friend of mine". I miss one of my old friends a lot. He wasn't my best friend but then he was one of my good friends.We had a connection/bond that I didn't really expect,and the way I met him was unbelievable.whenever I talked to him,I felt so comfortable "and I could just tell him each and every one of my thoughts".and not really give a shit. I use to save a few of our conversations online then whenever I wasn't able to talk to him. I was look back and read our conversations.Then one day while I was reading them and he was gone.I had realized that the moment we spoke and he asked me how I was, I responded "I was speaking" to a therapist.I just spilled out everything that was going on and how I felt and he listened to me like I actually mattered.Unfortunately,he had to go away.No, he isn't dead....at least I hope not. He had gone away and I had lost all contact with him, So one day I decame so mad with the fact that he was gone.I got rid of everything that had to do with him but then there was too much. Then a few week ago,I saw something with his name on ti and I smiled with the "memories" in my mind.So I went online and looked for those conversations forgetting that I had erased them all.But I couldn't they are stuck in my mind.I don't know if I truly knew or not but the person that I spoke too. each time is someone that I really miss. I miss how I could just talk to him and every time we did.I felt "like nothing could be wrong" while we talked,everything had just become wonderful. I guess I just miss that old friend of mind.Where ever he is or what ever he doing, "I hope he remember me too".