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27) I can yell at you, be mad at you, say pretend I hate you, but no body in the whole world, cares about you more than me. 28) Just because I don't pick up the phone on the first ring, doesn't mean I wasn't waiting by the phone. 29) I like this kid a lot more than I thought I did. I've already met the best of the best, but chances are there is still room left in my heart for more friends. 30) I agree your friends should always come first but real friends would never make you choose. 31) It's not that. "Oh my god, he's so cute", don't like him in a week, kind of love. It was a butterflies in my stomach, sweaty hands, can't get my words out straight, kind of love. 32) Nobody will ever like you as much as I did because nobody would ever waste their time on someone like you like I did. 33) I looked him in the eye and told him to take it Or leave it. I don't care but my heart was whispering take it the entire time. 34) You'll never know what it feels like to get up if you have never fallen down. 35) We fall for men, who give us pretty words and false hopes. 36) Even in 10 years, 20 men later, I'll still have something for you. because some things never change. 37) I am so frustrated with him right now, he knows. he knows how much I like him, he knows I'd do anything just to keep him around. but I'm beginning to stand up for myself & learning, just because I want something doesn't always mean I need it. I might get hurt in the process of driffing from him, but I'm saving myself from the hurt I will be feeling when he leaves me again . I'm becoming the person I always thought I could be. 38) & sometimes I just miss that sweet kid that I fell in love with. 39) It's not officially summer until you forget what day of the week it is. 40) It's like I want to tell you but I don't want you to know. 41) eat candy, walk the mall. try new things. make people happy. spend time with all your friends love someone. lose someone. go to the movies. fly a kite. win a fight. enjoy it while it lasts. live life to the fullest. have a blast. 42) The truth is I've been lied to so many times, I know I come second best to you. I'm not the one you think of & I'm sure as hell not the one you need. so why do you hold on to me? You're making things worse. You're the only thing I have. but to you I'm just the woman you've got cause you can't have the woman you once had. She's your everything while I'm just here. You close your eyes when you look at me to pretend you care. I'm not stupid; I see it. but my heart just never wants to believe it. So go ahead; tell me another lie. Whisper in my ear & tell me how much you pretend to love me. tell me how much you wish I was her. 43) Rumors are vicious. talk is cheap. words are malicious, secrets you should keep. gossip is fake & will make the deepest cut. So learn from the past & keep your mouth shut. 44) Don't find love. let it find you. that's why they call it falling in love. because you don't force yourself to. You just FALL. 45) I'm not afraid to fall, it means I climbed too high. That shows that I at least tried. 46) I guess I've realized that I don't have you to myself anymore--that you truly are gone. I guess I'll just have to accept it and try to move on, but if I had one wish, I would wish for things to go back to how they used to be; when you loved me & only me. ................................TO BE CONTINUED