Trying to write soemthing once again~~2

When I look at relationships now, I try to compare those at a younger age. with those at an older age. Though I don't extensively know about adult relationships, I try to empathize with other's situations-namely my parents. In a younger relationship, we really don't take into the account of the responsibilities of adulthood. The simple things in like that get in the way of having "fun" (dating, eating out, sex, etc), aren't really calculated into our equation. Attraction is Key, and the rest usually falls into place. For youth, the game of chance is strongly into play when romantic relationships are concerned. Therefore, being a wonderful guy Or an awesome girl, in my opinion plays only a subtle role in this game of dice. Being there at the right time and place plays a large part. When you're older, dating seems more complicated. For when you get older, other priorities arise, and relationships sometimes get into the way. The role of possession is counterproductive to your everyday movements. Your solidarity has set in, and inviting a person into your pattern of everyday life will likely disrupt it. However, within every person there is always a lingering to be needed Or loved-even TO LOVE. Well, OK, a lot of stuff above was bullshit. I really don't know what to say. I was trying to write something more universal and cohesive, but I failed. So here's the honest gist of my emotions at the moment. I took the time to look at memories of the past, namely, notes that Tammy wrote to me and pictures of all of us together. I took all of that and sorted through all the emotions in my brain. I tried to compare my mindset now and my mindset before. Also, I tried to empathize with the girl that wrote the darling letters to me. The facts I know are that we were both in love. The facts that precede are jumbled and littered with me and becoming immature (Or continuing to do so), and other shit like that.