Trying to write something cohesive once again~~1

First off, I want to say that this entry may Or may not make sense, depending on who you are if my grammar even makes sense, Secondly, I want to state that this isn't one of my old entries where I wanted so and so to read it Or anything like that. This is for me and for whoever wants to read my idiotic entries. Not geared toward anyone, but just a reflection of some thoughts. Now that that's out of the way, let's get to the nitty gritty. Yet again I've been thinking about relationships a lot. Not only in regards to my own personal relationships (mainly focusing on those of the romantic genre), but also relationships in general. Though I don't know too many people who have had relationships, those who I do know I've talked to them in depth about it. It's not usually to pry Or anything, but it cathartic for them and usually helped for me-being that I have had a lots in a relationship as well. I want to state foremost that I'm not a relationship professional Or anything; not to any extent. I'm 30 year old and I have had four real relationships-if you can call it that (though I seriously do). However, I do have very personal opinions about relationships. In a vague sense, relationships are just two people who are exclusively for each other. They give up some of their freedom (though some may argue this), for a slice of security. In a way, relationships are almost like a bartering system, being that it's almost like property being exchanged. Though it might be a bit pessimistic to state that relationships mean that you "own" another person, realistically it seems quite like it. There's always a romantic in all of us, myself included, that hopes that when the right one comes along possession is not the correct term to deem the situation as. Perhaps trust would be a better word. It's complicated in a romantic relationship compared to one that is more neutral, being that there is a higher degree of "trust" involved. Nonetheless, this trust is problem that many people have with relationships. ........................... to be continued